It's a Daily Fight

I tell ya, it is such a fight to stay positive and encouraged when you want something so bad that those close to you are getting to enjoy. It's all about "not going there" in your head. I have had to fight those pesky thoughts lately and I'm getting tired. It is such a downward spiral when you do go there though, and it's just not worth it. However, I don't know how much longer I can keep up the fight... I just wish we'd hear something soon. A new lead, a come and get him, or a let's meet would be just fine for me. :)

Please continue to keep us in your prayers...as the silence has become more prominent, it gets harder and harder to keep the faith and trust.